Its 2.55pm, the bell has just rung and my two blessings walk slowly out the door towards me. Sarah, leans into me for a cuddle, and when I look down she is crying. She is so beautiful,
but she has great big round tears rolling down her cheeks. I bend down and ask what's wrong, and get told I snuggled her too hard (Ahhhhhhh). Upon, closer inquisition, I find out that some girls were mean to her and another friend and her feelings are hurt.
Just then Matt asks if he can go to another friends house, I say if the mother says its ok. Its not. It turns out that boy is going home with another boy and their other friend. He comes running back to me in tears.
I try to explain to him that his friend missed out last week, and he got to go instead, but it doesn't sink in. All he feels is the dispair of not being invited with his friends to go and play.
As we all walk to the car I get to catch up with another mother whose daughter was at daycare with the twins. We mouth over the top of the kids heads whats been going on and she tells me about similar situations with her daughter.
I'd been dreading this day. The day when they grow up and face the real world. When they start to realise that things don't always go their way. The day when their friends hurt their feelings (without meaning to) and they have to learn to deal with it. That day when life becomes that little bit more real and they grow up right in front of your eyes.
But it ended with on a good note.
Sarah got to go to a friends house. A lovely friend who started the same day she did and who both twins think is just cool. They got to play Mummy's and babies and be little girls again. Sigh.
Matt got to hang out with me and Dan. We tried to feed the ducks who weren't there. We played with our new water pump,
we collected the eggs and we picked veges for dinner.
Then as we sat on the couch after reading Matts school reader, he leaned over and gave me a huge cuddle and told me how much he loved me and that he'd had a really good afternoon. Ahhhhhh my soul was restored.
So I'm heading into new territory with my gorgeous kids and I'm hoping I'm up for the task. By the looks of the end of today, I scraped through. Lets hope it goes as well the next time it happens.
T